Yeah,it's the line which Robert Deniro said when he played Jake La Matta in Raging Bull. But,that often apllies to me and I never had a rope to hang on to. In the last two months, I had two black eyes,almost a broken nose,8 stitches under my nose,homeless, mental stress,holiday depression started early,and a case of pneumonia.But,everything's cool. Got a great new place and ready to share some post from my myspace group KISSOFF. I didn't go to Vader but I might go see Dying Fetus since I missed them when they came with Hatebreed at the Rialto.