its at times such as this that i begin to question whether i would be missed if i werent around anymore.... I'm not trying to play the "poor me!" card or trying to get attention or sympathy i guess im just voicing my current opinion.
my parents and i experience ceaseless bickering or just full out bludgeoning each other with our words. I've never been one to show great emotion because the second you let your guard down people verbally attack. (2 say the least i have trust issues) i've been f*cked over A LOT but its whatever.. shit happens. but if i live for today i dont have to think about a future or whether what im doing will affect me the next day, week, or month... IM DONE CONFORMING.
i can take care of myself fuck it all!!!